Last week, I have reached 46!

SCARY! SCARY AGAIN! AND EXHILARATING.

I feel that I can’t make mistakes anymore; I have to get it right at first try. I can’t jeopardize the time that is left to me. I have to realize every dream that I have or at least take the path and see where it takes me.

I have to live FULLY every single moment of my life.

That’s how I have decided to do it:

I took a Socaramba class Saturday morning and I enjoyed every (painful) minute of it.

SO SOCARAMBA IT WILL BE

EVERY SATURDAY FROM NOW ON.

I have promised myself to let go of my inhibitions and enjoy life as much as possible. Finished the shyness (nobody believes me when I say I am shy).

It took me 46 years to understand that I won’t procrastinate if I am passionate about what I do.

So far so good, I have had an extraordinary “REBIRTH” week.

I am now doing what I have preached (including my kids) for so long:

I take my life and what I have done with it up to now as a starting point, recognizing that it is not so bad after all, instead of wanting always more. I will continue building on it by just enjoying every moment. Opportunities will come by themselves.

Have you read The Secret? It basically says that whatever you want you can get.

Sounds easy? You might be surprised to learn that the most difficult part is not what to do to get what you want but from far getting to know exactly what you want.

For the most part it took me a year to decide what was to be more important for me and where I should put my focus. Believe me it is far from a goal achieved, it looks more like a continuous process with doubts all the way.

Life is to complicated!!! HAVE FUN WITH YOURS.

That was my thought for the week.

Catherine LG

Ottawa, February 18, 2009