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PLEASURE PLEASURE PLEASURE
I feel guilty! I have not even visited BellesPlus for weeks. I have abandoned my creation.
So wrong. But I was just so tired.
Or maybe you know how sometimes life seems stagnant but YOU KNOW that something is going to come out of all that “just living” moment.
You can’t think for days, your brain feels empty and then, it strikes you. The “OF COURSE” moment. Everything comes clear.
It came a few minutes ago, as I was reading a small article: Plus-Sized Yoga Classes -- Seriously?!
Life is too short, I don’t want to feel uncomfortable anymore and if it takes to go to a plus size yoga class, why not? I personally won’t go because at 46 (my point is coming) I HAVE DECIDED THAT I DON’T CARE ANYMORE ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE THINK.
I always say that the only thing I look for in life is FUN.
Well I have discovered that I look for more than fun, I LOOK FOR PLEASURE. Every single minute of my life. PLEASURE PLEASURE PLEASURE PLEASURE (Sing it and Dance it to make it real).
No more of stopping my PLEASURE because of what people think. I DON’T CARE, now that I am on the other side of life.
I started reflecting on pleasure last week when at a conference with my coworkers, I had a blast dancing with one of my a little bit older than me coworkers (I am trying to be polite in case he reads it although just the idea of him on BellesPlus makes me laugh). HE DOES NOT KNOW HOW TO DANCE AND HE DOESN’T CARE. We danced with others all night. But you should have seen the young ones, dancing precociously to maintain their image. Oh gosh, I would not like to be 20 again! (I swear)
I probably made a fool of myself (although I think I am a good dancer), but I had so much PLEASURE.
And in all faith I truly believe that PLEASURE is bringing me LUCK. Everything I have asked the Universe (seriously have you read The Secret?) is happening since that evening of pure Pleasure. You know the type of moment where you forget that you exist, you just ARE and LIVE.
A bit too.... psychic for you? I can be like that some times, but you know what I think? No matter what you say, what’s important is to believe in it.
This is my story of the day.
Catherine LG
Ottawa, June 11, 2009